Tomorrow I have to head back to work. I am dreading it. Absolutely, completely dreading it. My heart hurts that I have leave this house. It is safe and quiet. I don't have to talk to anyone unless I want to. Now I have to put a smile on my face and pretend everything is okay. But, it isn't. It will never be okay again.
It has been 3 days since my D&C. Physically I am doing good. Mentally is another story. Sometimes I feel like I am doing okay, but most of the time I have a tightness in my chest that won't go away. Time will heal all wounds, but I sure wish time would move a little faster.
"My life is like a Lemon Drop
I'm suckin' on the bitter to get to the sweet part
I know there are better days ahead." - Pistol Annies
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